Saturday, November 17, 2007

Personal shit vol. 3

I was bullied at school for six years. And it was six long years ago. I'm still not healed and I wonder if I ever will. I still think about it daily. I have started to forget faces or what they did to me. But I never forget how they made me feel.

They made a permanent black hole in me and it's sucking all the good things away. I know it's something that only other victim will truly understand. How you feel broken forever and ever no matter how hard you try to fix yourself.

I just wish they could see me now, see inside my head and really understand what they did to me. And then they could tell me if it was really worth it.

1 comment:

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