I saw my high school student counselor when I was waiting for my train to leave. We didn't exchange any words. She looked at me, smiling. I looked at her, smiling too. She knew me well back then. I was a writer as well as a thinker in high school so she picked me to participate in some research. I can't remember what it was about, but because of that I had to meet her often. She also asked me to write a diary for her. Not like a real diary, but I had to write down what I enjoyed and valued in life.
I'm glad she didn't stop to say "hi". Seeing me like that, smiling happily. She probably thought I'm doing fine. And I am doing fine, despite the fact that I skipped school, broke up with Aleksi and oh, I'm soon becoming homeless too.
Sometimes I feel like such a loser. But then I remember that's what life is all about. When it sucks, it's called living.
I'm glad she didn't stop to say "hi". Seeing me like that, smiling happily. She probably thought I'm doing fine. And I am doing fine, despite the fact that I skipped school, broke up with Aleksi and oh, I'm soon becoming homeless too.
Sometimes I feel like such a loser. But then I remember that's what life is all about. When it sucks, it's called living.
a) sähän et tykänny sun koulusta hirveesti, ja b)aleksi on selkeesti idiootti ja sun pitiki jo heivata se ajat sitten, ja c) onhan sulla vielä aikaa löytää se asunto. Mun mielestä sulla menee paremmin ku koskaan. :p
ReplyDeleteJännä juttu toi et sä kirjotit jotai 'päiväkirjaa' opolle. Et sitä niiku ihan oikeesti kiinnosti. :p
Nää sun kommentit on oikeesti melkein tän blogin parasta antia :P
ReplyDeleteOot kyllä oikeassa, kyllä mulla taitaa mennä paremmin kuin koskaan. Kuhan nyt vain jaksais ettiä sitä kämppääkin joskus.
En mä tiedä kiinnostiko sitä mun opopa ihan oikeasti, vaikka se oli kyl tosi hyvä opo :P Kun oli toi tutkimus. Missä jotenkin katsottiin, että miten toi ohjaus auttaa. Jokaisen istunnon jälkeen mun piti aina täytellä sellainen lomake että mitkä on fiilikset :D