Free Stuff

The best part of my dental hygienist studies is that every now and then we receive some free stuff. And I love free stuff. During this week I got all these:

12 mini toothpastes
4 normal toothpastes
3 toothbrushes
15 xylitol gum samples
Flosser with replaceable heads
Several interdental brushes
Dental sticks
Dental floss

I'm so lucky.

No Shit

Just for your information: I totally blew it up.

I'm Going To Blow It Up Anyway.

Today I woke up early to study. I was supposed to have an exam at 4pm. I read though all my notes and wrote some new ones too. I was early at the school so were all the other 150 students. There we sat on the auditorium. It was 4.05pm. I got a bit angry since I was so ready to answer some questions. Then it was 4.15pm. People started to ask questions. We started to hear rumours. 4.20pm we were pretty sure that there is no exam. And 4.30pm we left the building. This is something that can only happen in Stadia. All those people were there early, they were prepared. We were all waiting for just one person to come. But I feel quite happy that this turned this way. I have more time to study.

Today is the day of Eurovision semifinal. I'm not as excited as Julia. I'm only curious to see if we make total ass out of ourselves. According what I have heard I believe we are not. I was quite thrilled when Finland won last year, but it's so old news and I'm quite boring the whole hosting thing. My favourite country this year is Georgia.

I'm going to watch the semifinal or at least most of it. The problem is that it ends 1am and I have to woke up 5.15am... And I'm going to have my very first patient tomorrow! So it 's a big day for me. But I guess I'm going to blow it up anyway.

More Dreams

Don't worry I'm not going to turn this to my dream diary. But I just had the most bizarre dream. And the most bizarre thing is that I have seen dreams like this for years. In my dream I was hanging out with my second cousin. She's like 14 or something and normally we are not friends or even seeing each other so very often. Anyway. When I was with this girl I suddenly met a group of people that used to bully me when I was a child. One boy, a some kind of leader, asked for my forgiveness. He said to me that is time for me to give up of my hate and for us to be friends again. I said "never" but eventually I changed my mind. And it was as I never was anything else but their close friend. And they were genuinely sorry for pushing me so far back then.

But in the reality: They wouldn't apologize. And I wouldn't forgive. I will never forget who are responsible for ruining my childhood.

Dreaming

I think that my dreams are trying to make me to do something. And by saying that they are trying to make me to do something, I don't mean that they are trying me to do something illegal. I somehow feel that my dreams are trying to make me to write again. They are giving me all these great plots with lots of excitement and romance so I could use them as bases. But I'm not buying it. I'm not going to write anymore. No matter how much my dreams inspire me. I'm sorry.