I'm not seriously turning this to a dream diary. It just happens. Anyway. I saw a dream in which I found a new room. (Well, it wasn't technically new because it was just forgotten.) So, of course, I checked my favourite online dream dictionaries for a prediction. And here is what they say about founding a new room:
To dream that you find or discover new rooms, suggests that you are developing new strengths and taking on new roles. You may be growing emotionally.
I'm a bit sad that I have friends that are not interested in my blog. They just don't read this even though they know this exist. Or if they do, they hide it really well. I'm also sad that my friends are not into blogging. If any of my friends starts a blog I would be reading it daily. And I would be probably linking to it all the time. I'd like bomb them with comments to show that I'm listening. And we could form like a small society where everyone reads each others blogs. That's what I'm dreaming about.
PS: Hey my so-called friends, you can drop a comment every now and then. You don't even have to register.
I just finished watching the first season of Ugly Betty. And I have to say that it got me totally hooked. The season finale was so exciting and now I just can't wait for the season two. The beginning of this series was a bit disappointing but when the plot progressed it turned out very good. I just fell in love with the characters. Especially with the two leading gay characters, Marc and Justin. And I love how Marc and Amanda pretend that they don't like Betty when it is really obvious that they really do.
Here is a video of the most touching Ugly Betty moment. Betty has unsuccessfully pretented to be Marcs girlfriend because his mother doesn't know he's gay. And in this video he comes out to his mother. It's quite heartbreaking.
If you don't watch Ugly Betty (it's on a break in Finland) you should reconsider watching it. I promise you won't get disappointed. Episode 18 is just hilarious and you don't want to miss it. And if you think that the plot is boring, I assure you that it's not. There will be a lot of going when this aired again.
Today Hannes said that he thinks I look a bit like Lindsay Lohan. Which was a nice compliment I have heard before. But it's not true. I have come to realize that lying is what the compliments are about. You tell a nicely wrapped lie to make somebody happy. And that's why I'm not good at giving or receiving compliments. I hate lying. So if I compliment you, you better know it is for real.
I also watched Tytöt tykkää music video for a couple of times. I was trying to find out why Teas precence is so repulsive to me. Something in her just didn't felt right. I soon realized that is it her fake appearance is what bothers me so much. She sings "mä näytän hyvältä ja tiedän etsä tiedät sen" (I look good and I know you know it too) and tries to act like she's hot. But she's not. She is like any other regular girl but they have applied this weird mask on her: the blondest hair, revealing clothes, tan, "sexy" moves... And it is not working for her at all. Anyway. The song sucks.
I started to write this update earlier today but I decided to start over. I needed some prioritization.
I spent my last weekend in Viiala with Aleksi. My aunt and my uncle were there too so we had to sleep in the smallest cabin ever. And there was only one single bed! And it was cold at nights! So sleeping wasn't the most comfortable thing to do. And there was a tiny wasp nest right outside the door. I removed it gently and there was like one wasp inside. I still felt like a hero though.
One day we took a nice biking trip. It's been a long time since I biked so it was quite a big deal for me to bike for 20 kilometres. We had no destination. We just biked until we got tired and then we biked back. It was so much fun. We also played a lot of croquet which is one of my favourite outdoor games ever. I made a really difficult game field and I won! We also grilled some sausages. Love that shit.
On Sunday we went to a party because my second cousin got confirmed. It was quite boring to be in a party where most of the people are totally unfamiliar to you. But there was a killer cake. Seriously, it was like the best damn cake ever. They also served a nice selection of fizzy drinks. I was afraid that they only have like some lame tea or some bad tasting homemade red juice. That would have been a total turn off for me.
I got new jeans without shopping. I feel like a genius. I got this like 80's long-sleeved shirt with "Suomi" print. It was actually quite cool but I just didn't wore it anymore. And my sister wanted it badly. I said to her that I don't give or sell it to her, but I can trade it. So my sister gave me nice pair of jeans and I gave her the shirt.
So OK. Let's move on. I'm officially fat. I weight a lot more that I ever thought I could let myself weight again. I don't know how to deal with this. I'm so disgusted by my naked self. And Aleksi is not making this easy since he said that he likes me better when I'm a bit chunky. I don't know what my diet plan is. I just need to get this extra weight away off me.
Today I watched a movie with Hannes. And after the movie we played the very original Super Mario Bros 3. He received more phone calls during this one evening than I do in a month. Am I like so unpopular? Or is it just the fact that he's like 18 and some people go crazy whenever 18-years-old is just hanging out? Inside? Under an adult supervision? Near home?!
