Blogging news

I decided to stop updating my metablog "Terapiaa Blogillesi". I guess I just got bored since I don't feel like writing about blogging anymore. I loved that blog and it was going to make the break any time soon but I guess it's better to stop now than later.

Anyway. I have been thinking about redesigning this blog. And I have been thinking about renaming this as well. But when I really think about it I'm not so sure anymore. I have had this name and design for a very long time, but in some strange way I'm really attached to this as it is.

Decisions, decisions.

Only A-list VIP super cool and just like me friends

I had my Birthday "party" yesterday. Hannes and J.R. came over and we played the Amazeing Labyrinth (I love this one), the Master Labyrinth, Skip-Bo and Trivial Pursuit. I only won one game but I'm not so into winning, especially when I'm the host. I had a lot of fun and I can tell that the boys were enjoying too. This is something that we all have to do again. And again.

I've been reading Szilvias blog. And now you probably wonder who the hell is Szilvia and why I keep mentioning her. But she's my friend and she's a blog lover and she blogs too so I think there are plenty of reasons to keep mentioning her. Anyway. Se wrote that she's not so good at making friends. This is a quote from her blog:

In the past 4 years I have became quite good in making friends. I have found real friends, and nice ones. But one aspect of my mother's influence still remained: I can still lose my faith if someone not behaves right, (eg, my friend can have a bad day too), and does something differently, and I can get hurt so easily, and begin to doubt the whole thing. So there is still place for improving. But I am doing better and better.

Dear Szilvia, I'm so happy that you wrote that! I have wrote something similar too in the past:

Yesterday I learned who my real friends are. I'm glad that things turned out this way. I wonder why people don't get this right. There is nothing complicated in this really. If you try to fuck with me, it's bye bye baby. I don't tolerate lying, I don't tolerate bad behavior. If you want to be my friend you better act like one too.

But it's just so true. I can loose my trust in a blink of an eye and I guess that then there is nothing in the world to get it back. I just want to trust. I don't mess with people so I expect people not to mess with me. I'm into honesty. I rather have no friends at all than have friends who cannot be trusted. I know it's harsh but I can't see any other way. Well, I've heard that there is this forgiving but I guess it's hard to do if no one apologies. And usually it goes that way.

And now to the happier things. Unlike Szilvia, I have always been good at making friends. My problem is that there is only very few people I like to befriend. I don't want B-list friends, only A-list VIP super cool and just like me friends. They're hard to catch, you can bet! But I'm blessed to have the skill though.

But I'm bad at keeping friends. And I guess that Szilvia is only one who's going to read this trough. And not because she's interested but because she wants to count how many times I have mentioned her.

Twentysomething

It is my birthday today. I'm 21 years old now. I don't know what to do with these years. I never grow up. It's just waste of time. I still feel like a child. I still need someone to look after me.

My mother send me a text message. It said "Happy Birthday to a 22-year old". I was like "thanks mom but I'm turning 21". But all the other messages were very nice.

And I'm throwing a small birthday party. All my (2) friends are invited and they are all coming. I'm going to ask J.R. too but I'm not sure if he's interested at all. But four is always better than three when you're playing board games so it's worth a chance.

Aleksi gave me a bath robe. I asked for a new one so I was pleased.

The Bourne Ultimatum

Yesterday we went to see the Bourne Ultimatum. Aleksi wanted to see it and I had nothing against it. And we got the tickets for free. It was a treat from my aunt.

The Bourne Ultimatum is the last movie of a trilogy (I hope I got this right). I was never so excited about the two first ones. Mainly because I saw them with crappy subtitles and on our own TV. But basically I'm totally into action movies. And for me the Bourne Ultimatum is like an ultimate action movie but with more complicated plot.

There is this guy called Bourne and some bad people messed with his mind and eventually he becames a total mess. And then he breaks free and tries to hide from those guys. But then they kill his girlfriend and he wants revenge. And in this last movie he is about to end it all. I like how it is made as a trilogy even though you could deal all these things in one movie too.

I have never really liked Mat Damon though he's a very good actor indeed. He's just not my type since he always lacks a lot of sympathy. Anyway. He hardly says a word in this movie. He just kills people who come to his way or looks serious. And in my honest opinion Julia Stiles is ugly and can't really act. But though it has these two actors in leading roles I find it very enjoyable to watch.

OK. Maybe I shouldn't babble this much. I'm totally putting you off the mood.

So the actors are quite from the B-list what comes to my taste but the plot is very thick. And it looks so good it nearly hurts. I'm totally into movies that look like self recorded and have all these warm colours. Action movies can be artsy too.

Here is a trailer for you:

Surprise

My last update was like 15 days ago. But like Szilvia said to me, my life has changed so it's only natural that I have not updated my blog for a while. I have been busy with my new job and tired after it so blogging has definitely not been the first thing on my mind. But that is about to change now.

I guess you would like to hear about my new job. What I do is actually really simple: I take a list of all kind of dental instruments and such. Then I go and get every item marked on the list and brought them back to the center of the warehouse where someone packs them and send them forward. So basically I collect together everything that people have ordered from Oriola. It doesn't sound so exciting but I really enjoy doing it. And I was so glad to hear that I can stay there three weeks longer than I was supposed to. And maybe even longer.

So now when I'm working instead of studying I have plenty of cash. Well not exactly right now but after few months. I have already made plans to buy these things: new lap top, a puppy, second pair of glasses and a wrist watch. But I have also been thinking about reinventing my style. But I really don't know which direction to go. Currently I'm into rock (and punk) style but I'm more and more into street style too. Not to mention that I would like my style to be a bit boho and chic too! And I only like to wear black. I seriously need a stylist. Or a girl friend.

I have no ideas why I have all this problems with clothes. I have never been into fashion nor liked shopping. I would like to but I just can't feel any passion for such things. And it makes me feel less girly and a bit isolated too.

By the way, this blog is also supposed to deal my weight. I have gained some but I have also lost some. I'm going down which is good. As long as I keep it that way. I don't know why I let myself gain so much but I guess it was the free cake. I'm still biking a lot and my job is very physical. I burn a lot calories without really exercising which is definitely a plus since I hate exercising. And believe it or not, I have build leg muscles. Which I guess is supposed to be good news but in my opinion they are the most hideous muscles ever. They make my legs look really weird.

I never said that is is going to be a good update. This was just an update.